So here I sit on the Sunday before the New Year....the last half of 2014 has been quite a ride to say the least. I have had some bumps that have kept me thinking I was not going to make it but I kept on going. Staying motivated has been really hard for me but I have managed to stay on target. I have come close to throwing in the towel but I kept on going. There were points in this last few months that I felt at my lowest point I never thought I would feel again. :(
With only one giant bump and one tiny bump to deal with....the future does not look so bleak. Among the bad things that come along....there always seems to be some good if you keep your eyes open to the positive. I received some great news and have managed to start a road to a new life that looks bright; as long as I keep on track and stay focused.
I still have not faced some ghosts from my past that need to be addressed but I plan on taking the next step to mend some bridges. I have been trying effortlessly to get someone to contact me back since finding out that a life changing event has happened. But to no avail have I gotten a response; but I take it as a sign that I need to just keep trying every once in awhile and work hard on this new path that my family is taking.
I have so much going on in my brain and I do not know where to start but I have made a plan. That is where I will start for now; there is a new year coming and a new path to take. 2015 is coming in quickly but that is okay because I have made myself a promise to keep it together and move forward with this cool new path!!
To be continued......

I have fallen down so hard I thought I would never be able to get back up again. I have lost everything that meant the world to me and felt like dying. I thought I would never feel whole again or be able to live life with a little joy in it. God never gave up on me thankfully....even though I cursed him many times. Recovery, happiness, joy, family etc....all these are possible with work, forgiveness, acceptance and faith.
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